As I reflect back on what has happened for the past year, I truly thank God for the experiences that He has put me through, the good as well as the bad. I've gained a new language, a new culture, a higher level of independence, a promotion, good friends, experiences in 4 difference countries, and I can see that there is more to come. I've also been through lonely boring days, working through nights, and recently a horrible flood.
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
I Survived 1 year...
As I reflect back on what has happened for the past year, I truly thank God for the experiences that He has put me through, the good as well as the bad. I've gained a new language, a new culture, a higher level of independence, a promotion, good friends, experiences in 4 difference countries, and I can see that there is more to come. I've also been through lonely boring days, working through nights, and recently a horrible flood.
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Travelling Month...
Two weeks after Molly went back, mum, Olivia & Matthew came to visit.... our first destinations were to the Pottery and Silk Village. I have not been there myself and thought we could maybe do some shopping there. But to my dismay, we find these 2 places ..erm... boring? yea, kinda... didn't really have anything to buy...
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The next day, we went to Hoa Lu Tam Coc (Halong Bay on Land)... a 2 hour bumpy road ride from Hanoi...
Monday, August 4, 2008
Hope & Faith
The words keep popping out to my face in different ways… Hope… Faith… I even find myself purchasing a fiction storybook in borders entitled ‘Keeping Faith’…
Each one of us hope for something at any point of our lives. Be it a holiday at Paris, a huge bonus, a handsome lover, a better job, a bigger house, etc etc etc.
We hope for things that we do not have at the moment. Hope that is seen is no hope at all. Who hopes for what he already has? If I own a RD300GX digital piano, I wouldn’t rationally hope for another one.
But if we hope for what we do not have, we wait for it patiently. The longer we wait, the larger we become, and the more joyful our expectancy. We get more anxious when we’ve waited for a long timeee… and when we finally see our hopes come true, our joy exceeds…
Faith is the THING! Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see. It’s the firm foundation that makes life worth living. It’s how we handle what we cannot see.
Faith… its just so much to say about it… and yet so many reasons that one can say to refuse it… So many ‘but’s and ‘if’s …
When a good thing happens, it’s easy for anyone to say it’s a coincidence / it’s my own effort / I deserve this… but because of my faith, I know it’s from God… Why do I know that? Cos I’ve hoped for it, and asked for it in faith…
The way to see by Faith is to shut the eye of the Reason – Benjamin Franklin
Stop reasoning. You just need to have childlike faith, God says.
I hope for many things in life. Some of which may not be what God has in mind for me. But I have faith that God has plans for us. Plans to prosper and not to harm us. Plans to give us hope and a future. To have faith in God is to trust that He is in control.
Monday, July 7, 2008
The Promotion
Your effort, hard work and achievements are being rewarded by the Firm in line with our policy to ensure KPMG remains an "Employer of Choice" for Vietnam's leading professionals.... Congratulations to all of you who received promotions, and we wish you continued success with the firm.
Best wishes
Happy Day.... :) Congratulations all... looks like our late nights are worth something... Waiting for each other's treat of dinner!!
Saturday, July 5, 2008
The Piano
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Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Beauty vs. reality...
Thursday, May 29, 2008
The call...
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word
And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry
I'll come back when you call me
No need to say goodbye
Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never been this way before
All you can do is try to know who your friends are
As you head off to the war
Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light
Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget
Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
'Til they're before your eyes
You'll come back when they call you
No need to say good bye
by Regina Spektor
Monday, May 26, 2008
Leaving again...
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Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Monday, May 19, 2008
Going home...
Monday, May 12, 2008
Earthquake day....
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
Hong Kong 2008...
Monday, May 5, 2008
Beijing 2008...
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Weather Forecast...
There were just plenty of pigeons all over the temples... waiting to be fed... was beautiful... :)
Saturday, April 19, 2008
Busy busy busy...
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Life in Mongolia...
Here I am doing another messy job where the chief accountant does not know which is her latest trial balance. The Finance Director even asked me if I can work on Saturday to help train their staff re-calculate their depreciation. I’m thinking.. you must me mad.. this is not even my job scope and I don’t even get paid working on weekends and what not in Mongolia where I don’t even get extra allowance for this trip. (We just get a Beijing trip…!! Ehehe).
I don’t know whether I’m really enjoying this trip. Yea we were all very excited to experience snow on our first day and the beautiful country side. This country is cold. The weather, the people, the building, the sceneries… No one smiles in all the pictures we saw at our client’s place. The people here just don’t give me a very friendly impression.
When we went to the Black Market, Brian’s wallet got stolen. And the best part is, after 2 minutes, one guy came to return his wallet to him .. but of cos without all the money. Thank God he distributed some of the money to be before that. The Black Market was indeed impressive.. It’s like an open air Carrefour. Everything under the sun, name it.. they have it… food, clothes, shoes, kitchenwares, cds, sunglasses, electrical appliances, cashmere, etc etc etc… its just a huggeee market. So many things yet we didn’t buy anything other than fruits. Ahah. Well, if I’m staying in Mongolia permanently than I’ll have a lot of things to buy. :P We’re all waiting for our shopping moments in Beijing and Hong Kong. :)
We went to the departmental store yesterday and again we found nothing to buy except souvenirs for our friends. And even that, we found difficulty. Ahha. What’s famous in Mongolia? Let’s see… there’s about 50 million livestock of camel, horses, cows… compared to the 2.8 million human population. So cashmere is their specialty… camel and sheep wool… but man it’s expensive. I saw a nice SMALL camel wool scarf which I am about to buy until I saw the price of 18,000 turiq. That’s like USD15. I can get a normal scarf for USD3 in Hanoi. There’s a lot of nomadic tools made from animal skins, bones, legs… not suitable to buy.. ahah.
The country side trip was good. We paid USD100 for the return trip to Telrej, the National Park for 4 of us. There’s a 300 years old monastery up the mountains. We decided to take the horse ride up to the monastery. When we made the decision, all the local men with their horses just surrounded us asking us to take their horse. Man I hate these situations. Not that I know how a good horse looks like. At last each of us took one horse. It was cheap. The 2 hour horse ride cost us each 5,000 turiq. That’s less than USD5. It was a great experience with painful butts. The scenery is beautiful to begin with.
The monastery has this er… turning thing (picture below).. don’t know what you call it… for good luck. We turned it all.. hoping that all the bad news that I’ve got during this trip will go away. In my head, I know it doesn’t work this way… haih… No matter how far I go, from Penang to KL to Vietnam to Mongolia…. what’s not solved will always be there. Can I accept this fact? I don’t know.. and I can’t think no more.
On Friday night, we went to Strings, a famous night club here. It was good live music by a Pilipino band. I had a little extra to drink. Good dancing floor. Everybody has their ‘undisclosed item’ and maybe I’ve had mine in Mongolia. I’m reminded again that each person is different and unique in their own way. We do not have the capacity to change people around us and that’s not the way to be. I’ve learnt again and again to accept things and people in my life… be it good or bad situations. And yea, its better that way… :) A friend is only a friend when we’re honest to each other.
I really miss the people in Msia now… I’ve spent USD20 talking to people in Msia for the past week over Skype… well half of it goes to my mum. But I really do miss being able to talk and pray about what’s inside. I miss all yam cha sessions. I know I may not be doing what’s best now with all that is going on. I know I need to buckle up and do certain things the way that I’ve done before. I know inside me what is right but right now I just don’t know how I can do what I need to do. It’s confusing even for me to explain. Can I just let it be? Can I… I shouldn’t…
What lies ahead for me is always uncertain to my knowledge. I guess it’s the same for many of us. We do not know the future. My predictions are always wrong… ahha. But there is a God that we can trust. Jeremiah 29:11 – For I know the plans I havefor you. Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Can I just hold on to this verse and let it be?... It’s been almost 6 months since I left KL to venture into a new land of different people, culture, food, and environment. Is this what God has in mind for me? I still can’t answer that.
Life is challenging most of the time. Whatever happens along the way has built me up to who I am today and more to come. Challenges that comes build us stronger.
This is a long entry after two months. Ahah. I finally found some time in the hotel in Mongolia to blog. It’s cold outside and I don’t want to visit anymore museum or monastery. We’ve gone to see the Mongolian historical museum and yesterday the natural museum where I saw dinosaur bones for the first time.
Saturday, April 5, 2008
First snow experience...
Mongolia... it was amazing that we could experience snow on our first day... it stopped snowing after that day...
It's a cold place noww... the amazing thing is that its cold and yet very sunny during the day time. The heating system is good. We do not feel cold at all indoors. People are generally big as they eat a lot of meat. We have been eating heaving meaty meals for the past 5 days that today we stayed back in the hotel to have instant noodles for dinner.. ahah..
Sunday, February 24, 2008
The Peak
Well well, it's now the peakest period in audit firms... In Viet Nam, the reporting deadlines for most companies falls on 31 March. I haven't been blogging much lately tho there are much I wan to say about life here.
Audit packs have their own dens, known as home offices. The pack visits the office on average once a month, in order to refuel on stationery. Auditors can survive several days and nights without water, sex or sunlight but are liable to fall seriously ill if deprived of paper clips and yellow post-its.
I wake up at approximately 7 am daily... take a hot shower. This hot shower keeps me awake for the morning. I put on my jacket, scarf and a full face helmet and leave the house with Bryan on his bike at 7.45 am. I enjoy the morning air... but not the horns and traffic we have to go through. I still get 'heart attacks' on the way. I wonder I will ever ride a bike here.
.. reach the office at about 8am.. gather my team... and we head on to client's office by taxi. As most of my clients are manufacturing companies, they are mostly at industrial zones or provinces. Unlike in Msia, they serve us lunch here. Some good, some eatable, some makes u hungry by 3pm. At my current client, well, I have to say the food sucks... On the 2nd day, all of us brought biscuits, chips, sausages and made sure we ate breakfast for the day.
Unlike Msia as well, it is the practice of the staffs to leave the clients premise at 5pm. I like this practice. I get tired by 5pm and time for a break, have some chats before finishing what I have to finish. I have to say, some of my junior staffs have been very helpful and smart as well. I've learnt a lot of Vietnamese from them and more to come I hope. The A1s I work with have been good and I appreciate the help that they offer voluntarily. Tho communicating in English may not be as fluent, I learnt to be patient and understanding. (But today, man I wanted to ask my intern to just shutup and listen to me... this doesnt happen all the time la... but sometimes yea.. i do get fethup as well... sometimes I turn to my A1s and say... 'can you pls help me to explain to her'... and I leave the spot to get some fresh air... sometimes i'd just say...'ok ok .. em hieu (i understand)... no need to continue, I'll do it myself''...) There have been good helpful people as well as people who are irresponsible and doesn't give a damn on what they produce. I thank God that most of my team members have been nice to work with... even the bad ones... I enjoyed playing blackjack with one very irresponsible staff of mine... ahha... after working with me on 3 jobs, he finally resigned! haha.
The peak season here has been tiring as in KL... leaving my house at 7am and reaching home at 11pm... going back to office on both Saturdays and Sundays. One client each week... different location each week...it's tiring to manage... Next week, I'll be going to Hai Duong province, about an hour drive away from Ha Noi, for 2 weeks on 2 different clients... It has basically nothing there. The last time we were there, for the whole week, we went from the clients office and back to the hotel and back to clients the next day and it goes on for a week. And that's when we started to play blackjack... ahaha.
The culture here is rather people oriented compared to KL. You feel that the partners and directors do care about the employees. We have staff parties quite often and recently my director treated us for a karaoke session for us to destress during the peak period. She even went along with us. The partners and directors take turns to stay up till 10pm to make sure that staffs are not over worked unncessarily.
ok... its 1am now... i'll continue nx time... :) till then... oh yea.. the weather has been better these days.. not so cold as the previous weeks... it was like 6 degrees before and after CNY... its now about averagely 15 - 18 degrees.
Brian, me and Dennis taking a break on the roof top of our office building on a Sunday afternoon...
Thursday, February 21, 2008
CNY / TET 2008...
the 'in-between' hits the girls...
'lou sang' @ Hanoi home...
Hai Long and his winnings... from 'in between' again... in Msia, we played RM0.10 a game, in Ha Noi, it's VND10,000!!! ahaha.. (it's not that small as it sounds, its equivalent to RM2 a game)
Monday, January 14, 2008
1000 years Old Quarters...
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Cheap DVDs & CDs...
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Sunday, January 6, 2008
What am I doing here...
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